had a phone call from the narcs husband telling me to stay away from her, ive split their marriage up and she has to choose either me or him haha, totally taken back with this call i couldnt believe it shes obviously been telling loads of lies about me to hide her own lies, feel like im going insane. I no i need to cut all ties with her coz things will only get worse its just so hard as ive left everyone for her HELP...

easter bank holiday monday 6th april......
went to gullivers world with the narc today with all our kiddies over all it was a great day kids had a fantastic time and it was nice to just be out. The narcs children however didnt look happy all day the eldest couldnt join in was too self concious to get her picture taken (obviously because of her narcissist mother) she just stayed on her own most of the day while the kids were having fun on the rides, her children hadnt had their breakfast before going out for the day and they were all dressed like little scruffs ;( the narc however was dressed lovely as always and is paying over 300 to get her lips plumped and hair extensions done for a weekend away.) Obviously wants to impress the fellas an be the centre of attention as always even though its my daughters 18th birthday. ITS NOT HAPPENING BITCH. The whole day she spoke about me me me me me fkn me i couldnt even listen to her im seeing her in a completely new light now i no what she is its weird very hard to explain unless youve been in my situation. My poor daughter got left with the boring earache instead, the narc werent very happy with me because i werent listening to her and kept changing the subject away from her or walking away (same things she does constantly to everyone) she couldnt even look at me when she was talking 1 nil to me haha. Its been turned into one big game now which is also hard to explain but im sure the people who have been in my situation no exactly what im on about an can relate in a huge way. These little blogs help me relieve the stress an make me feel so much better. until tomorrow when we meet up again, i shall keep u posted :)

phone call from the narcissist feeling confused...

well today i got an inbox from my narcissistic friend asking me to ring her to which i did, the conversation starts about our holiday goin to get our vest tops made an when, shes bein nice today no being funny or off with me and im smiling on the phone talking to her, this is the friend i remember! maybe im wrong about my thoughts...how am i going to cope not having her in my life...aww feel sorry for her..... these are my thoughts while we on the phone. Then the conversation changes to her relationship problems, ive got this to get and that to get for my sons holiday an he wont give me no money (her husband) so wanted and was so tempted to ring his real dad and ask for money (real dad she stopped from seeing the kids because he wouldnt have her back) SELFISH BITCH. My thoughts begin to change again shes no different than what she was yesterday why am i falling for her sweetness again its all lies and false. She said everyone has started to hate her as her husband is telling everone lies about her (her husband is telling every body the truth about what shes like and shes shitting herself coz shes scared of the truth. She doesnt want anybody knowing what she is really like). Obviously why shes bein nice to me haha well lisa davison u can pissoff coz im not falling for it anymore i need my life back, i need me back. My head hurts got so much going on in there, im confused, im hurt, im angry. Feel so sorry for anyone putting up with a narc, if anyone has any information on this on how to deal with it please please please get in touch im going out of my mind